Coming Home

Going back home to Mama's always give me a sense of..calm, peace and clarity. This trip was an extra dose of all of the above. I grew up in this church, I sang in this church and I played the piano in this church (yep, ya girl has a tiny bit of talent). I've celebrated and mourned within these walls. This structure holds a lot of what made me..me. 

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Unique

When we planned this shoot, I asked the girls to bring 1 article of "clothing" that made them feel good. They each brought something unique to the table and I was so happy with this image. 

Danielle brought gold heels because well if you didn't know already, gold is definitely Danielle's color..:)

Sarah brought black leggings because she thought they make her booty look amazing. I agree!!

Rusty brought new pasties made by a fellow artist (Scarlet Storm) because Rusty is an amazing burlesque dancer and they need the pasties!!! These have spikes on them so they are bad ass like Rusty!!

 

 

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Vision

Had a conversation with Michael after our shoot yesterday. We were discussing the ins-and-outs of our shots and the delicate nature of the shoot(Anon). He made a statement that I hadn't really thought about before. 

"Sometimes an image has to be made, even if no one ever sees it."

I've been thinking about that statement a lot since yesterday. As i sit here and soak-in an image that I made of "Her" I realize how right he is. 

How the light falls on her porcelain skin. The way her long eyelashes seem to "sweep" her face when her eyes are closed. How her freckles play peek-a-boo on her cheek. Her delicate fingers laying on her shoulder make you feel warm. And oh those fly away hairs, yeah, they show you her wild side. 

This is how this image will be viewed-through my words- because this image was made for Her and only Her. 

Inspiration

Not been shooting a lot as of late and feeling as though I may be in a slump. I hate feeling some type of way about my work, but what do you know..here I am! I have a few things coming up so hopefully I'll feel better. This image was from a spur of the moment idea I had last visit with Danielle. And I loved how it turned out so here is my inspiration for now! 

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I PASSED!

Everything I have done for the past 4&1/2 months came down to today. My short hiatus is officially over! I took my boards today and I am now a CPhT!!!! I had an amazing support system but I am quite proud of myself as well!! I took a huge step into the unknown in April and it all became worth it today. Now I plan to breathe, relax, create some art, then regroup and look for a job. I have learned through this that it is ok to pat yourself on the back. Sometimes we deserve it!

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Freaks Come Out at Night

Back before my Pharmacy Technician class ended I decided to take a hiatus of sorts til I passed my last 5 exams and took my boards. I didnt shoot for 22 days(yes I realize it was a short hiatus) But I did finish my class(i passed btw), scheduled my boards and took a few mental health days before getting back to studying. My photography calms me, my art keeps me sane, I needed this. Thanks to my #rideordie, Rusty Dawn, for entertaining my crazy and venturing out after dark to cause hate and discontent around town. 

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Getting Started

My 1st post. Don't hate it, embrace it. I don't consider myself a "writer" per say. My words often get jumbled so just give me time to figure this out. Until then, let the images speak for themselves. 

Alex